We're Back on Track

We're on our way to our FET again. I had my baseline u/s and b/w this morning (a story in itself) and it came back fine. I started estrace, 3 orally and 1 vaginally daily. I have my lining check on September 2 and if it's nice and fluffy we'll do our FET around 9/9.

So yesterday at work was insane and crazy and I called the monitoring clinic once and didn't get the scheduler. Someone came up so I didn't get a chance to leave a message and then I didn't get a chance to call them back. So I got up and got there at 7 nd threw myself on their mercy, they didn't have time to work me in then but had an opening at 8:30 so I take it.

I leave and go to work and sign in early then leave and take lunch and head over. I get there and there's a man sitting in the waiting area w/ a little girl who's probably about 3. Normally I don't see having kids there as a big deal, it's rude but oh well, however they don't allow children in the treatment area so he basically came to sit w/ the little girl, my question is why. He couldn't go back w/ his wife so why not just stay at home w/ the little girl while the wife went to the appointment? Then the wife comes out and proceeds to fix the little girl's hair in the waiting room. Now I could understand this if it was a hot day but it was still very cool why not take her out to the car and fix her hair there? Anyway the whole situation just bugged me.

all that matters though is that we're set, I've started my meds and w/ a little luck in abut 4 weeks I'll be officially ku.

No Go

Dr. wants to cancel, between my thyroid and my lining only being an 8 he thinks it's smarter to start fresh and try next month.

He want to get my TSH down a little more and get my lining thicker. Hopefully next month will go better.

This cmpletely sucks. :(

It's never easy

Ugh it's been a less than stellar day. Went in and had my u/s, it was fine I had an 8 triple stripe lining.

I call the oot coordinator nurse around 10 and finally get a call back around 1, she tells me the dr. wants my TSH checked before we finalize things, why she couldn't tell me that before I don't know. Pati was definitely more organized and on top of things than this nurse.

I take an hr off work and run get it done, of course they close before the results get there but I'm able to get the results.

My tsh is 5.4 which is high normal depending on the scale. I'm now in the waiting zone, I have no idea whether he's going to ok the cycle or not. I really really don't want another delay.

So basically I'm stuch waiting until Monday to see what he says, I'm really hoping when they're in tomorrow morning they'll see it and let me know something but I don't know if they will. I need to know to what the plan is.

Any good vibes my way would be appreciated.

After everything we're going through for this fet it really has to work.

Happy Anniversary to Us.

Banks and I celebrated our anniversary last night. We went to the melting pot and it was fun. We had a lovely night out and really enjoyed ourselves.

I'm getting anxious for our fet. I'll be going in for my lining check Friday and we'll know then if we're all set. I feel really good about things and I'm a lot less nervous than w/ our fresh. I'm hoping that's a good sign.

I'm really ready to start looking into adoption if this fet doesn't work, we may still do one last fet just b/c we can but I don't think I can do this for much longer.

I look at some of the women who have been pursuing this for years and I can't imagine the strength it takes to keep at it time after time. I'm ready to look to the next step and focus on being a Mom.

That's the update.