Monday, January 4, 2010

Waiting, Waiting, Waiting

Things are fine here, at least as far as I know. I’m antsy and nervous about Friday of course. I have no reason to worry but I’m SOOO scared we won’t see a heartbeat Friday. I think part of it is I’m just so tired, We went non-stop from the weekend before Christmas to this past Sunday.

I finally got a day at home to just relax yesterday which was nice but not enough. I’m trying not to think about it too much b/c worrying is pointless but I can’t help it.

I really wish I could just fast forward to Friday already and know. I’ll breath so much easier once we see the heartbeat. I really hate the 2ww, remind me that waiting till Friday when I’m 6weeks 6 days is the smart thing to do, cause right now I’m dying to move it up to Weds since the clinic just said someitme this week and sent an undated lab slip.


IVF 40+ said...

I hear ya! I have to wait until Thursday for a progress report. Longest week ever.
Hope you get some rest soon.

Bella said...

The wait until that first ultrasound is almost worse that the TWW. Better to wait until Friday, though, then you are guaranteed a big, beautiful heartbeat! Wouldn't want to stress yourself out over nothing if you go a few days too early. Good luck!!!! SO excited for you!!!!!!!!!!

Michele said...

I was right there with you girl about 3 weeks ago. First you're relieved to get good BETA numbers and then you're scared that something will happen between now and the first u/s. Then once you see the heartbeat you think, oh man I've gotta wait another 4 weeks... it's stressful. I don't have any great advice. Though I will tell you I was a mess when we saw our baby's heartbeat and little tiny body on the screen. Such a beautiful thing. I can see why Tom Cruise bought an ultrasound machine. I'd do it if we had money to burn!

Nicole said...

Ah yes, the HB u/s wait... is torture!! I promise it will be here soon and you will be glad you waited. Good luck!

embieadoptmom said...

I'm 13 weeks and STILL FREAK OUT OVER EVERYTHING!! Can't wait for the full report of nice, strong heart beat on Friday!1

ks and jd said...

I would hate to have to wait too! I really hope the week flies by for you! I can't wait for the updates! Happy New Year!