Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Impatient

I’m really starting to freak out about 920 not getting her period yet. If she doesn’t get it by Feb. 11 we’re going to have a scheduling problem. Banks’ mom surprised the family w/ a dinner and a play package for the first Saturday in April. And according to the standard CNY schedule if the donor doesn’t get AF by Feb. 11 a 5 day transfer will put us having bed rest that weekend. I don’t care about missing the play even though it’s awesome and I want to see it, it’s more that MIL has spent the money and she might loose it. It’ll be fine but I’d really hate for that to happen. It would be so much better if she gets AF asap and we come back the day before and then get to enjoy the evening w/ the ILs. Of course if we end up w/ a 3dt it won’t matter or if they’re tinkering w/ the protocol for her. I just need to know. If it’s going to fall right around then I want to know asap so that MIL can possibly do something w/ the package and not waste it, maybe invite friends or sale them or something.

Not to mention the waiting is just driving me crazy. I am such an impatient person. I want this to happen already!

“One has to wait without impatience for what should come, and yet at the same time do everything within one's power as though one were impatient and as though one were solely responsible.”

3 comments:

Jojobee said...

Ok, the one, ok few things I've learned about cycling is that there NEVER is a right time and it NEVER happens when you want it to! It's so frustrating, especially because you're waiting on someone else, not yourself, but I have also learned one important thing... Patience! You need patience to get through everything and it does suck, but it helps you grow :) It'll happen when it's going to happen, I can't tell you when, but it will... Just relax, pray (or whatever), breathe, occupy your time, read... Do something so you're "trying" not to think about this cycle (although how can you not???). I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and your donor too!

Peeveme said...

I don't think you are impatient. Waiting for the donor to get her period seems to take forever. Really. I think I waited 3 or 4 weeks. And it does suck becasue it does mess up plans. I have my fingers crossed!

Peeveme said...

Just wanted to add that if it were me I'd go to dinner and the play anyhow. As long as you don't walk too much...I mean dinner and play....it's all just sitting. But that's just me. Other people take Bed rest a lot more seriously than I do. I'm reckless that way.