Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Still negative

I'm seriously getting worried now, there's not even the barest hint of a line on an early detection dollar tree test (measures an hcg level of 25).

I'm starting to loose hope. My original beta date was thurs. so even if I have hcg in my system it would be below 50 then which would not be good. My clinic looks for an hcg of 50 or higher on the first beta so I'm thinking I'm going to end up in beta hell or w/ a negative.

I'm trying to prepare myself, the reality is acoording to beta base I should have been able to get a + on a low level hpt today. The fact that I didn't can't be good. Maybe I'll be pleasently surprised but I'm really not expecting it at this point. There's a slim, slim chance that I'll have a low but not horrible beta tomorrow but I have to face the fact that the odds are not in my favor right now.

I really wish I could go ahead and have my beta today and get it over w/ if it's a miracle BFP then I could breath a little bit and if it's not at least I'd now and could stop the pio.

Either way I've got to make it through today and most of tomorrow at least I should know something by 3pm tomorrow.

4 comments:

Andrea said...

Don't give up...let's see what that beta says! Good luck, sweetie, I am so hoping this works out! ((HUGS))

Leah said...

I've learned to NEVER buy the dollar tree cheapies. They are crap. Get a digital. That way you will know for sure. I really hope this works for you!! Crossing fingers and toes!

musicmakermomma said...

I really hate being in the 2ww. And testing or not testing, you can really make yourself insane! I am hoping your beta comes back a nice solid number - maybe the dollar test doesn't do such a good job...

Gina said...

The 2ww is evil. I'm praying for you.